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nanowrimo eve 2022
31/10/22 17:36 National Novel Writing Month starts TOMORROW!! [this is where i would put a gifspam if we were still in like 2010] Eek! I participate every year and every year it sneaks up on me. The best and worst time of the year. It's always both.
This year I am tackling original fiction! I'm not going to say much about the story here for perhaps optimistic against-mixing-fandom-and-irl reasons, but it's queer and very me and I have a lot of outlines and freewriting and visual inspiration saved up, as well as about 5k already written going into nano. I love this story a lot! I didn't want to commit to anything I wasn't obsessed with and I figured when I started daydreaming about it in my day-to-day that was a good sign.
I've won the last I think five NaNoWriMos I've participated in (hold on while I fact check this, yes it's five :)) which is bonkers to think about, but only one of those was original fiction, and that one I think was quite bad. In my defense I was like 20 years old. This one will hopefully be better.
Anyway the others were all fic, including the 50k of the currently 90k+ Emma AU I still haven't finished. All I can say is I hope soon to be free of that monster, but it's not happening in November! Maybe this turn away from fic is why I'm so nervous this year, when usually I approach November with an almost reckless kind of chaotic hope and enthusiasm. I'll be honest folks I'm freaked!!
Fingers crossed that a few days to shake loose the nerves will help me feel more settled into this year's challenge. There are other reasons this coming November is stressful for me and if all goes to plan they'll be resolved after the first week, so there's that to look forward to too, alongside seeing Ateez and going to a cabin in the woods for a long weekend to have a writing retreat with friends. Much to anticipate! Much excitement! May it outweight the part of my brain that keeps insisting I'm not ready to write my own characters in my own world. Begone, demon. You can't stop me from trying.
PS: if you're also doing nano please sound off I would love to hear about your projects/strategies/hopes/fears/etc!
This year I am tackling original fiction! I'm not going to say much about the story here for perhaps optimistic against-mixing-fandom-and-irl reasons, but it's queer and very me and I have a lot of outlines and freewriting and visual inspiration saved up, as well as about 5k already written going into nano. I love this story a lot! I didn't want to commit to anything I wasn't obsessed with and I figured when I started daydreaming about it in my day-to-day that was a good sign.
I've won the last I think five NaNoWriMos I've participated in (hold on while I fact check this, yes it's five :)) which is bonkers to think about, but only one of those was original fiction, and that one I think was quite bad. In my defense I was like 20 years old. This one will hopefully be better.
Anyway the others were all fic, including the 50k of the currently 90k+ Emma AU I still haven't finished. All I can say is I hope soon to be free of that monster, but it's not happening in November! Maybe this turn away from fic is why I'm so nervous this year, when usually I approach November with an almost reckless kind of chaotic hope and enthusiasm. I'll be honest folks I'm freaked!!
Fingers crossed that a few days to shake loose the nerves will help me feel more settled into this year's challenge. There are other reasons this coming November is stressful for me and if all goes to plan they'll be resolved after the first week, so there's that to look forward to too, alongside seeing Ateez and going to a cabin in the woods for a long weekend to have a writing retreat with friends. Much to anticipate! Much excitement! May it outweight the part of my brain that keeps insisting I'm not ready to write my own characters in my own world. Begone, demon. You can't stop me from trying.
PS: if you're also doing nano please sound off I would love to hear about your projects/strategies/hopes/fears/etc!
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